don't have a clue

i dont understand at all
yet no one here to ask when i hit this wall
why do i have to stand tall
when every lil part is start to fall

the hurt i achieve
as gloomy as it is
still trying not to cry
but.. why?

i dont have a clue

Selfish me

when i feel my heart ache
there's no one can ease the way i felt
no one understand what i'm going through
and saying "it's alright, i'm gonna be there for you"

i wanna be selfish
and walk away from all of this
instead i wear this mask
and say "nothing's wrong" when some one ask

hhh...
it's been a while
since i can really smile
but being selfish me and run
is not the right thing to be done

a big hug and a simple line
saying everything is gonna be alrite
that's all i need
from the one i'm with